keep your words!

i was so eager to blog just now
not just just now but all the time.
i switched on the computer
and waited for it to be connected to the internet
so that i could log in to blogspot.
when i'm finally here..
i typed again and again
heaps of stuffs which were on my mind.
and again and again i erased it all.
cos i didn't want to post it up
maybe it was because i know
that by posting what i was on my mind
wasnt going to change anything at all.
that maybe things were better off this way...